I'm only here for short stay called life. So why do I feel like father time, older than the moon that's in our sky. Tell me when did I realize, that loving you is what gave me life. I can only feel alive, when I'm in your arms so tight. With every minute that passes by, I will slowly die, because there's no reflection of you in my eye's. My heart starts to beat much slower, I'm telling you I won't survive, another day without you in my sight. Can you see how you bring to light, what is the purpose of my life. I start to wonder why even try, to have a smile, if it didn't come from you. I can't sleep at night, until I can hear you breathing. I know when we have a fight, that you were probly always right. I think what I'm trying, trying to tell you, honey not only are you called my wife, you are the love of my life."
"Why is it that I have fallen in love? For the second time and I waited to know for sure, I am sure. And now I will hold back to keep from getting into all that again. Even with the right one I will most likely ruin it without even knowing. How? I ask did I learn to get just what I want and nothing more. When did I become the most deserving and important? When did I decide that the world revolves around me and you all should have noticed by now! Very simply put, my world does revolve around me. I am put here for what purpose? Truly the answer lies in the question. The word "I" meaning, yourself. And the word "am" meaning, being, or alive or many others. The answer is- I am put here for the sole purpose of being. Being what? What ever it is that I am or will be. Simple? I think not... Put everything you have ever thought about yourself in a big ugly book. Now if you never had anyones praises or put downs or any other input from another human. What would you think about yourself? Would the world still revolve around you? Yes of course it would. Now lets say there was only 1 input from another human and it was an overbearing ego maniac that only showed you that the world revolved around him. Then would your world revolve around you? Some would argue that point to the end. Would it seem that you were part of his world? In any case the argument seems to end with the word " I " in it. This gives you an indication of how it turned out in my mind. So it is to say that you are here for only yourself and anything more is just what you give or take. Knowing this, is what you want still more important than what was? Take this to heart and know this is your world. Keep in mind that the person next to you is there for whom? For what they bring to you in yours? Be what you will and give what was given to you with just a pinch more. May we share this world till the end of time... "
"Edit In Wind by Bill Kelsey on Friday, April 23, 2010 at 1:09am
Could I tell you even if you were listening? Do words alone have the meaning in it? Is there something in my voice that has more? Looking in my eyes is seeing what I can't say? The tremble in my hand don't say anything? There is a feeling I want to try to explain. It feels like there's a wind blowing softly inside my body, and it starts from my skin and it is slowly blowing inward and all that breeze meets in the middle and gets stronger. Then it changes in to some thing else, I don't know what but it feels like a magnet and you are the only thing that it pulls toward it. Almost relaxing yet so intense its an unnerving loss of something, breath maybe. The wind is getting stronger and is at times blowing outside my body."
"What is it about love That gets our hearts racing? What is it about love That gives us butterflies in our stomachs? What is it about love that makes us forget how to speak? What is it about love That makes it so amazing?"
"You used to call me your princess but the last day you said i'm worthless I used to live for you but now I'd rather die without you I gave you my heart, all I had but for you,that wasn't enough you took it with you as you walked away you didn't want it anyway, you just wanted to play I was insecure, felt alone and useless you took advantage of it as I was clueless you found someone that you could cheat on now you think you're the one who won Still,I don't hate you and I never willl just remember someone once loved you like no one else will and that person now regrets falling for you something you know I should blame on you you did me wrong,I never found the courage to use that knife Anyway the thing is I'm still alive and thanks to you, I finally moved on with my life."